February 2012
I'm not sure what to think or do
I told my friend a lie that my heart doesn’t approve of.
I don’t know what to do.
Let my heart do as it please or try to please my friend.
I'm a lot complicated than I thought I was.
The simple things don’t make me happy.
I need a reason for everything.
An answer to every question.
I just want an explanation and then maybe… Then maybe my heart will be satisfied…
My posts contradict one another.
I understand. Just don’t read them.
What?
When we were walking to the parking lot, did you come my way because you wanted to ask me but couldn’t because obviously the person you hate was there?
Oops sorrrry~ I’m sorry that I love my friend more than you
My friends feelings are more important.
What was that? Trent loves who? Jordan can you repeat that please? Trent loves Hairett? Oh okay
Yeah sure, since we talked just...
Ignore everything im posting right now
Ranting… Obviously… About stupid people… -___-
I wish he would just explain to me.
Obviously, since all this stupid crap going around school is confusing me, he should be telling me what is right and wrong.
I just want to slap that boy so bad, if you’re gonna ask me to prom, do it but don’t tell me you have a girlfriend.
Or do you even have one? I’m so lost, If I even knew the truth maybe I would say yes.
Maybe if you changed for the better, oh wait how long...
I wish I could tell you how I really feel.
I know I’ll probably feel regret in the end of I don’t.
Why do I have to like you?
Everyone ignore this post, I just need to get this...
I don’t understand why he doesn’t understand.
I can so totally tell by his sub tweets.
Im sorry its hard for me to get things off my chest and tell you.
I wish I could.
I know I’ve been lying to myself that I don’t like you but I do.
I wish you knew.
And I don’t even know why you think I hate you when I don’t.
But sometimes I wonder why you never moved on...
December 2011
damnalife asked: it's kinda hard to ask..but do you think long distance realtionship works..?please answer honestly
snadya asked: you look great! why are you aren't here anymore?
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Anonymous asked: so crippled people and people missing arms and limbs and conjoined people are beautiful in gods image because he made them like that?
This 언니 at my church has left for Korea to get...
When I think about stuff like that I’m very curious about what makes a person think they’re not beautiful. I know everyone has their own opinion but this is my own. I don’t want anyone to be offended by this or make a big deal. As a Christian, when I think about how God made us, how he designed us all differently, I can’t even grasp how beautiful I am because I’m made...
I'm so stressed out right now.
It’s so hard to keep thinking I’ve let my parents down because I know I did and there’s no turning back. I can’t blame anyone for my B’s…other than my AP ENG III teacher is dumb and obviously does not know how to teach and whoever made her a teacher is dumb. Off subject… Anyways thank God it’s my last week! Finals is killing me. I made a AP US...
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Anonymous asked: Can u recommend me any good bb cream for 15 years old girl?? omg, i'm soo happy you're back^^
I have a surprise for you guyssssssss~~~ coming up...
OMG.
November 2011
Anonymous asked: what is your weight now?
Finished my 5 mile run.
WHAT NOW. CAN’T BEAT ME. GOODBYE FAT.
I hate weight loss with all my heart and soul.
I just CAN NOT LOSE ANYMORE WEIGHTTTTTTT. Ugh…why did I have to gain weight after getting to my goal? Ugh. Stupid baking. Whatever. I CAN DO THIS. I realized I start each post with negativity and end with positive thoughts -___-
I hate my grades so much with a passion right now.
but not as much as I hate my AP English III teacher. Who in the world made her an AP teacher? Nonetheless, a teacher? But anyways, I made my first B on a unit test in AP US History. I promise you, my AP US History teacher is a beast of a teacher. Like no joke. THE BEST TEACHER I HAVE EVER HAD. But yeah whatev. Yeah….I have an 89 B in Chem…-____- All my honors/AP classes have been...
I'm thankful for my family.
For everything they do for me. For everything they accept that I can’t. For everything they go through because of me. For every pain I may give them. For every smile I put on their face.
Got my ACT score today!
Raised up 4 WHOLE POINTS! WOOOHOOOOOOOOO. Still not what I want. 28 NEXT TIME? I THINK SOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Need to sign up for December.
Just felt like saying.
I hope everyone is having a blessed week! I hope all of you guys, anyone who reads this is having a blessed day. Although today may not have been good for you I hope that you find some hope and happiness through this. I hope that you may be thankful for today, thankful for the day God has blessed you with, for the opportunity to wake up every morning, to breathe the fresh air, to see the sun rise...
Hi everyone~ long time no post!
Just felt like checking back on everyone.
It’s been really busy for me lately… Junior year is most def. the hardest year. I hope everyone else is having a good school year.
Anonymous asked: how do you love something you've never had?
September 2011
Lost 2 pounds this week.
heck yeahhhhhh~~~
mypositivededication asked: Good luck with the new goals and welcome back to tumblr ~ i was wondering what was your original intake when you started? O-O
To be honest, I really don't listen to Kpop...
I just lost so much interest in the music itself. The only Korean music I like are the indie bands and osts but I don’t really bother with new mainstream songs. I’ve grown a lot of interest in christian music and I’m starting to go back into listening to American indie bands and stuff. I don’t know, I just love Christian music overall, and it has purpose to me. So...
Monday: 5 miles Tuesday: 3 miles Wednesday: Rest day Thursday: 5 miles Friday: 4 miles Saturday: 3 miles Sunday: Rest Day Calorie intake: 1,300
New goal for next summer:
105lbs toned more confident. So I’m kicking myself back into healthy and fit mode again. No more baking and eating like a pig. I’m going to lose it and keep it off!
Gained 8 pounds....
After I stopped checking my weight and just eating….I just gained it. But the thing is I actually checked my weight with like 4 bowls of cereal in my stomach…so I guess It’s not even 8 pounds but who knows.
I guess I’ll be back to exercising an hour a day and eating healthier again. Just an update for yall…
August 2011
I'm sorry to say but I will be leaving tumblr for...
No one is probably still reading my text posts but I started school on August 13th and I’ve just been hammered with work ever since. I have AP English III, AP US History(OMG I HAVE NO CLUE HOW I’M GOING TO SURVIVE, IT’S SO HARDDDD), Honors Biology II, Honors Chemistry, and I was supposed to have Honors Advanced math…but that didn’t happen. So yeah, I’ll be...
Anonymous asked: did you take all these photos?
if not please credit properly
if not please credit properly
Going back to school this friday.
And I haven’t ordered my TOMS or my backpack from Korea yet. UGH. I haven’t gotten anything but uniforms….I have to get new glasses from Korea so I have to call the family who we’re close to, to tell them to get me new glasses and i just recently got contacts(No no circle lenses lolllll) so yeah…. I wonder what people will say when they see me since I went from 130 to...
Even in the darkest hours of my life, I still find...
No matter how tough things get, I know and I hope i will remember that God is there for me, waiting and making things work in some possible way. Although it may become pitch black, I have God to count on when it gets too dark to see, he’ll lead me through the dark, he’ll lead me because I don’t know the way by myself. He’ll lead me, he’ll protect me. I just got to be...
July 2011
Got home from my retreat last night.
It truly was an amazing retreat this year. It was my 9th year back and the pastor I had for the first time there as a kid came back and i missed him so much. He really knew how to relate to us Korean-Americans and the FOBs especially how we have such bad cultural barriers with our parents. This year was really heart changing and I really found my standing point in my relationship with Christ. I...
Be grateful, today is a beautiful day that God has...
Don’t forget to tell God thank you for blessing you with such a beautiful day, another day to smell the air and see the people you love, rain or shine, today is a beautiful day.
About to watch EP 18 of City Hunter
Finally catching up ever since my class ended. But whatever, if Steve Lee(LOL) dies I’m going to go crazy. HE JUST CANNOT. Overall, he’s a very important character, he deserves to live. HE’S FLIPPEN AWESOME. HE LOOKS LIKE MY DAD. He’s my favorite character in the drama……. I like it when he puts on his poker face and when he raises his eyebrows.
w0lf3 asked: to the anon.. i live in korea. we're not that conservative.. plus i'm pretty sure the definition of 'slut' is same everyone, and hyuna is not one :P
I was talking on the phone with the mother of a...
And they have a little daughter who I love to death, when they lived here I was literally inseparable from her. I did pretty much everything with the daughter even if she was 3 years old…xD But yeah, I was on the phone with the mom two days ago and she was telling me how much she wishes she could come back and visit and how she wanted to go to GAP and buy something for $5 and not going in...